well i just had a long, cold shower. so refreshing. its almost been a month since my last post. and how things have changed. of goes 2005. and in came 2006. here are some details.

first up. i'm now 18! actually im 18 and a few weeks old. but who cares. i am now, as many of u put it, legal. nothing to celebrate though. wait till 21. CRAZY HORSE YO!

xmas came and left. so very fast. cant say it was enjoyable. to be honest it realli sucked. doh!

im single again. swinging single. only my fats are swinging actually. oh wells, perhaps its time to move one. to find a brand new hero. all i can say is wat will be will be. the future not ours to see. que sera sera. saddening. nice song tho.

then new year came and left too. ushered in the new year with some dota. and supper. lovely :) yet another day which was meant to be special. yet ended up in disappointment.

10 days into the new year. and i found a job. actually benny found me a job. and i love it :) basically sitting there for 8 hours a day doing nothing. just some recording stuff and then slacking the day away. work from 5pm to 1am daily. and time passes so slowly. kinda reminds me of BK. such good memories. and bad ones too =/ anyway made quite a few friends. i shall list them all wahahaha.

Lyndon - my agent. good salesman. great guy.
Ben - the other redemption guy. jiao wei god. simply crazy!
Gary - promoter. nice guy to talk to. super friendly. wat a pity that today is his last day. good luck to him in his new job.
Daniel - he keeps saying i owe him tandoori chicken. i dunnoe why. nice guy tho.
Jeremy - i owe him ice milo. cause liverpool won -.- another great guy.
Lovell - i thought he was some CHIOBU when i heard his name. turned out to be a guy =/ but he is nice. and he plays DOTA!
Ying Zhu - closes 3 sales in 30 mins. wigan fan. lol. he hates dota =|
and last but not least the super quiet girl who has only worked one day so far. i dun even noe her name cause she is like so shy.

and thats a summary of my colleagues at the CANON roadshow near mustafa centre. any of u interested in getting cameras please drop by. u can just drop by to see me too. its near new park hotel and the royal india hotel where the room rate is only $15 for transit. ben is a daily customer there.

next. im currently sunburnt. all thanks to peck and the super hot sun which came out 2 days ago. damn its so painful! argh. oh and peck and his gf are happy together. im so glad that he has finally found a nice girl. even tho she has 24 ex-bf -.-. yisiew also got bf alr. dats good. may both couples last long and live many many blissfull days.

and there is some other things which i shall not say. 2006 so far has been ok i guess. some things have changed. but some things havent. well i dunnoe wats in store for me this year. but i hope it better be good.

to all my friends. its been a long time since we met up. mon ch bells and the rest. shall MJ soon! pecky. chinese garden next week? <3 cameltoe LOL. keong jun benny and the above mentioned. when are we cruising to thailand? and seafood in JB soon man. to lynn. i got a job too u dumbass. where is my swensens, chocolate, ice cream and wat else?! and finally to janice. if the 2 of us dant decide. then fate will decide it for us. <3 ya.

till then.
roddy signing off with <3 many many. :)

im back im back. bangkok was er boring. basically shopping shopping and more shaopping. but nothing much to buy. and not much to spend. cause all went to the darling! then the rest of the time was stuffing myself with food at the hotel restaurant or waching espn in the room. yes yes ESPN! didnt think i could still watch soccer over there. oh well man u won yay!

anyway its great to be able to see my darling again after 10 long days. missed her lots. im sure she is happy with the presents i got her. MAYBE NOT! stupid darling.

its already the 20th. just 3 days more. but im not eagerly anticipating it. i dunnoe why. its gonna be just a normal day. spent at home slacking. then simple dinner. and what not. i wanna lead a simple life. just like paris hilton. wooohoo!

not much left to say. just end off with song my dad used to sing to me when i slept last time. I dont wanna talk about it by Rod Stewart. so nice!

I can tell by your eyes that you've prob'bly been cryin' forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
blue for the tears, black for the night's fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

i want nokia 6111! so cool. anyone wanna buy it for me? guess not. actually i dont really need a camera phone. no pictures to take. but but but this phone is cool i want it!! so i will buy it. somehow. z!

its december. like finally? is is something worth waiting for now? mmm. i dont know.

will be leaving for bangkok on the 13th. hope it will be fun. i wanna buy t-shirts, t-shirts, and more t-shirts. cause im running of them. i never had many anyway =/ hope i can shop till i drop. or maybe i can just drop dead :)

lotsa occasions coming. xmas and the shit. its time to celebrate. as well as spend money on gifts. but we shall see. oh wells. maybe. maybe not.

might start working at asteroids soon. hope i do get the job. finally yes FINALLY! then i can pay my debts. and move on in life? next chapter perhaps?

it seems that with good things come bad things. why is there not one day in my life whereby i enjoy the whole damn day. there always has to be a bad patch somewhere. a crack in a beautiful picture. double u tee eff? sigh sigh sigh. 2005 hurry and eff off. may 2006 be a better year. till then....

oh yeah singapore gymnastics won gold. grats man. lee wen si looks uber 1337. gary tan is a lucky bastard. just had to say that. sighs good byee.

im going crazy. nuts. insane. mad. bonkers. whatever! omg omg omg. im so paranoid. why? i cant sleep. fugg. mon said dat a person is most aware of his feelings when he wakes up in the morning. the problem is i wake up at night wtf. so many things happening at the same time i cant cope. the world is so unfair i tell u. so damn bloody unfair! wtf is going on somebody slap me awake. roddy.is.going.crazy!

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


hmmmmm The Reason by Hoobastank. nice song really. wanted to bold the parts which contained my message to my baby. but i guess. its just the whole song. darling im so so sorry. love ya!

Swimming tml at CHINESE GARDENS! 4GG + Ryan Ng. lazy river here i come. muahahaha! might be meeting darling in the evening. hopefully. unless my dad forces me to go to my uncles house. see how.

oh well i shall go DOTA and then DOD then maybe sleep! ciaos.